I hope everyone is having a good summer. My summer has started out horrible but Im sure things will change. Last week I was on my way to prepare for an interview. I was in my car about an hr away from home and I was on the off ramp at a signal light on a major street. My car is smoking as Im waiting at the light and it stops, so I start it up again but it wont start and a guy walking by says ur car is on fire and im like what? n then a lady in a car is like ur ar is on fire get out. So I get my purse and keys and for some odd reason not thnking I put on my hazard lights on and run out. I see fire coming out of the bottom of the car and so I call 911- and I guess when u call from ur cell phone it wont go directly to 911 but rather an answering service that makes u press a button depending on the emergeny, I get to 911 and they send fire fighters and once they come they close the off ramp, meanwhile my car is burning and all I see it a bunch of smoke from the hood and fire from the bottom...lots of fire falling out, they open the hood and the fire goes boom and my windows break and it burns my dash and seats and Im standing to a side crying cuz my only car has just burnt down and I have no job. The police man tells me to calm down and Im thinking how can I calm down I cant afford a new car. So eventually the fire is out they put my car down the street and the tow truck guy tows it back to my parents house.

That same day before I had this adventure my subleasor calls me to tell me living with Liz is a nightmare, she started having problems within 7 days of moving in...i couldn't believe it. She said Liz lies all the time about things and criticizes, that there is no room in the fridge and Liz is trying to control everything. I knew me and Elena had those problems but I thought Liz just didnt like us cuz of the type of people we were. I knew Liz had a control issue but omg the stories my subleasor was telling me and then Liz lied to the girl who took Elenas place about me and my subleasor backed me up and told her thats not how things happened cuz she was there to witness it. So that was a bad day for numerous reasons.

In the meantime Ive been applying to jobs and going to interviews, I got one job offer and turned it down cuz I didnt wanna sell myself short, the second I got a second interview but then turned it down too cuz it was much like the first offer, now i have just completed interview 2 out of 4 for another company and I really want this job, it's a great opportunity so Im working my butt off trying to have good interviews...half way there, whew.

Im also working part time at Sizzler. The boss told me he'd train me as a waitress for the weekend but he needed me during the week at least one day to train me, so Im working Tues. Fri, Sat and Sun.....however they have yet to train me, supposedly the reason is because two ppl left counter and one got fired so they need me temporarily....but I told them they should train me soon because once I get a job I need weekends only. So Im going to my 3rd interview for the job I want on Monday and so Sizzler better get their act together or Im leaving.  They refuse to put a help wanted sign and Im not working there for weekends for only 7.25 an hr.

Then Im living in a guest house at my grandma's and she is really really sick, in and out of the hospital. So this summer is starting off bad, but I've noticed in my life things happen to me that are extreme, really good and really bad, so Im waiting for my good thing to happen...maybe a job offer, maybe Ill win the lotto, who knows.

So thats whats going on with me. Hopefully Ill have good news within a week or so!

Here is a very random post.

So I was laying in bed today and there's a forever 21 bag on the floor and the bottom of it is facing me. Then I see that it says John 3:16 and Im like what????? It says it twice. I looked it up and aparently all the forever 21 bags have that on the bottom of it. I couldn't fimd the reason why, but In and Out also put the same thing on their bags and cups. Here is the passage

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,^[a] that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

This is even more wierd to me because isn't this spreading their religion? Are they trying to convert people or something? Plus, when I think of forever 21 I think of short skirts and revealing tops and going out clothes, I realize they sell sweaters and such, but if the owners are religious why would they sell things like that? And In and out, isn't that going against gluttony? So they're not againt making money. Anyway it kind of pisses me off that they would have that on their bags, maybe if it was a more conservative place, but all I see is a double standard and people trying to push their religion on you. if the passage was something for encouragement or I dunno, something that doesnt say you need to believe in this. Here's the thing though, if you noticed the passage you might be tempted to look it up if you have the knowledge and resources to do so, ie. internet and probably some form of higher education, and if you have higher education chances are you won't be persuaded by a passage unless you're already very religious, if not you take it as you will, people with lesser education might believe it....and Im generalizing, I learned this in class so I am not making it up; people with more education tend to evaulate things more and think about what's behind it, people in general with lower edu tend to believe things that are said to them under certain contexts. For example in a mud slinging political campaign a person with higher edu might be appalled and might find out if the accusations are true, lower edu ppl will take it as true, this is also why Republicans go to back country parts of the US and use big words so that the lower edu ppl think they're getting what they want and vote Republican (i read about this happening in the past and Im not taking sides, Im just saying it occurs). So my point being, even if they are trying to push their religion on you, it's probably not working. Just interesting.

However, even though this is interesting and a little shocking to me, I am not going to stop shopping or eating there, hahaha.

Wednesday night Sophia's

Thursday  afternoon- watching Van Wilder with the Davis lover Peggy

night- Cafe Bernardos and then Cantina

Friday???

Saturday Kaz and my real mom come so no partying

Sunday after graduation Hunan's at 12:30- call me, message me , tell me if you wanna go so I can make reservations

Monday Fuji's...last time with me so u better be there!!!!!!!

Tuesday at 9 am- I am off to LA,

will return possibly if i have a good car during Oct for Allan's bday and Dec 4th for she-ra

COME OUT WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..... All the emotions Im feeling right now about graduating n moving